No Choice Lessons
I have been riding my emotional wave, deciding whether to go to Ibiza this year for the 'Return to The Magic Island Retreat.' And, finally, this week I gained my clarity: I don't have the energy for this project this year, and it feels neutral - no further wave.
‘No Choice’ is the theme for me right now. There is such a relaxation into the deep surrender to Inner Authority for me. Perhaps it is the relaxation of my nervousness in the emotional wave, or it is that my mind has finally accepted that the body is in charge of this or that decision, which allows me to relax. Who knows, but I enjoy the feeling that comes with reaching that place of acceptance.
Reaching this realization has not been a simple process. It took me a couple of months, as my mind and heart really wanted to go! As much as I would love to connect in person with our students, colleagues, and friends in beautiful Ibiza, it won't be this year.
I am very supportive of the 4% The Experiment Film project, and happy that a Human Design film is being made. I also think the 'Return to the Magic Island Retreat' is an excellent opportunity for people to connect and learn from outstanding Human Design teachers, and to have an in-aura experience of many fractals. However, it's not the right step for me to be involved in the event this year.
My decision is not rooted in conflict or opposing anyone; it is about honoring my Inner Authority and surrendering to what is correct for my vehicle at this time. I realized that I liked the idea of going, but I didn't have the energy for all the things that came along with participating in an event halfway around the world.
I got to see how precious my time is, which is a somewhat amusing realization, considering time is such an abstract concept in the first place. It feels right for me to dedicate my time and energy to other projects, such as our health, family, and online Human Design initiatives.
Ultimately, there is no choice. I've realized, yet again, that my mind and heart aren't actually in charge of how my body lives its life. Instead, I'm here to observe the journey my body takes. Where it goes, what it does, and how it navigates this ever-changing world – it all unfolds with its own inherent wisdom. I'm incredibly grateful for every moment I get to consciously witness my life unfold.
I so appreciate our students and connecting with each of you in this life. Perhaps, someday, our paths will cross in aura. All we can do is wait and see.